Colorblindness is the New Racism by Armstrong and Wildman
Before I get into the main idea of this article, first the difference between colorblindness and color insight needs to be discussed.
As stated in the article on page 68, color insight requires practitioners to "observe, discuss, and analyze the operation of race and privilege in contemporary society". In short, color insight asks me us to acknowledge my race and the race of others. In doing do, I, as identified by society as a White person, bring to the table privilege just because I am white and at the same time, recognize that non-White, people of color are are denied certain things simply because they are non-White.
Colorblindness is the stark opposite of color insight. Colorblindness asks that race is not acknowledged or noticed.
In class, I brought up an incident that occurred last year during an evacuation at my school. I shared with the class that as we were evacuating students, a mother was trying to get into the building. Protocol, as determined by my administration, is to not allow anyone in the building during an evacuation. When I addressed this mother, I was immediately hit with resistance. She was going to do whatever she needed to do to get into the building to find her child. I stood my ground and was immediately accused of being a racist. Yes, I am White; this mother was a person of color. During this event, my sole concern was to evacuate my students to safety and try to keep others safe from the situation. The mother insisted had she been a White person, I would have let he into the building. From my perspective, I am positive I would not have. As I write this, I am still upset by the accusation of being a racist.
As I recall the discussion in class, my professor made a eye-opening statement: to acknowledge the statement, "to let the person know, I hear what you are saying", goes a long way in the discussion of race and understanding. For me, I was simply following protocol, attempting to keep her safe. For her, being a person of color, everything has to do with race, her race.
As defined by Fiske and Newberg, 1990, color insight admits that "most of us see race and underlines the need to understand what that racial awareness might mean". This is further explained that, "people form impressions of others through a variety of processes that "lie on a continuum reflecting the extent to which the perceiver utilizes a target's particular characteristics".
As I understand this to be, while I did not "see' this woman's race, every action of mine pointed, in her mind, to her race. Until I sat in class this past Wednesday night, I never would have considered this point. For me, my actions and my intent were clear; that is from my perspective. As the saying goes, communication lies with the receiver. Clearly, what the person received was far removed from my intent.
This brings me to the clip, All Lives Matter. Prior to watching this video clip, I have to admit, I have used the argument, ALL LIVES MATTER when the conversation was on Black Lives Matter and Blue Lives Matter. I truly believed in that argument, that one life mattered no more than the next life. After viewing this clip, I have been humbled. As a White person, I have never waked into a store and been assessed as to my intent. As a White person, I suspect I will not be randomly stopped during traffic as being 'suspicious' or 'acting suspiciously'. I never considered that the argument that "All Lives Matter' was adding to the racial divide or that I was diminishing the real injustices faced by people of color.
I have been in this class for just one week and it has already made an impact on my personal life. As stated on page 67, "Learning about White privilege is not intuitive for Whites because social norms of the privileged become the generalized normative expectations of marginalized groups, providing group members the option of remaining ignorant and avoidant of awareness of both privilege and oppression". Further stated in the article, "Whites must make a conscious effort to notice and learn about the operation of privilege and subordination".
I do not believe I have ever felt a better and conscious understanding as to what privilege is and how my life has been affected by it. More importantly, how to I positively impact those lives of those I serve, teach, and live in this society.
When you speak about this evacuation, I can really see how much being accused of racism affected you, and I respect how you keep reliving this experience to examine if you acted under the veil of some type of bias. I think we are so socialized and primed to see color, that many times it is impossible to know if you acted in a certain way due to an implicit bias you are not even aware of. I think its important to remember incidents such as this but use that reflection to help you move forward. I think there are times that it is truly impossible to know if you hold some implicit bias. I know that I am trying my best to treat everyone in the way they should and honor all types of diversity of perspective and experience, however, this process is a journey and I'm honestly not sure if there is a destination or way of knowing that you are wholly unaffected by bias.
ReplyDeleteAs a practicing white medical professional for many years, I feel that never have I treated any patient or their family members different from any other regardless of color, socioeconomic bracket or any other dividing factor. Just as you were following protocol during the evacuation, policies, procedures and standards of care are what dictated practice not privilege. The statement: ¨I hear what you are saying....¨ is a wonderful response which not only validates the person´s feelings but is also calming. I too did not realize the negative affect of the statement ¨all lives matter". I have been enlightened.
ReplyDeleteMaria, I really do appreciate that you were willing to share this experience you had which (was clearly hurtful to you) as you were involved with facilitating an orderly evacuation of a school building. I cannot imagine how an in-progress evacuation of a building and the role you were assigned in that situation, could lead to your being accused of discrimination for enforcing the non-entry policy. With regard to our discussion in class about your experience, it was enlightening to me to appreciate that many people of color do experience discrimination on a regular basis and that is the lens through which they view the world unfortunately and probably why that comment was said by that parent. I will be more sensitive to others when I hear similar comments going forward and I appreciate Dr. Bogad's suggestion for how to reply to those statements when faced with them in the future.
ReplyDeleteMaria, I am so proud and humbled by your willingness to really dive into the topics of this course and relate them to you every day life both past and present. I completely relate to your experience of feeling almost bamboozled by learning the impact of using "all lives matter" instead of "black lives matter" but I'm glad we are now enlightened to the difference in terminology. I often find myself in uncomfortable conversations (if I let it get to that point) with family and friends who do not share the same social justice lens or ideologies I do. To them I can come off as threatening with my ideas and so i revert to more "welcoming" language such as all lives matter instead of naming the real issue that is black lives should matter more than they currently are shown to matter in society. I hope we all walk out of this course with tools and confidence to be ready to defend those who need it to those who need to hear it.
ReplyDeleteHi Maria,
ReplyDeleteI first of all want to give a big shout out to you for this incredibly honest and forth right reflection! It is not easy to look back at a situation you thought you were 10000000% right in and be able to see that from another individuals point of view, your actions could have been seen differently.
I posted this link to Cristina's blog earlier, but also think it is something you would appreciate reading: https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/kwzjvz/dear-white-people-please-stop-pretending-reverse-racism-is-real
Essentially, this article talks about how black people can't be racist to white people and why this is. For white folks, this is very important to develop an understanding around, because during experiences such as the one you have had, it is very easy to get offended and not appreciate where a person of color may be coming from in that moment.
Let me know your thoughts on the link, I'd love to discuss further!
-- Jackson
I echo your classmates here in thanking you for making your hard work around these issues public and visible in your blog. Practicing the words -- as Johnson and A&W say -- is such an important part of this work! But being vulnerable and humble with complete strangers is a feat. Thanks for that. Great balance of the personal and the academic in this post, as well.
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